ok, so, i woke up this morning to get ready for work at like 6:30, and was seriously debating whether to take plain coffee with me, cranberry juice mixed with jack, or, should i mix some Kahlua in my coffee? well, needless to say, i am not an alcoholic, and i took regular coffee with me, but, was it bad that i actually considered spiking my drink that early in the morning.
see, here is the deal, i am on probation for some stupid crap that happened back last October, and when you are on probation, you aren't allowed to have alcohol, even if you are of the legal age, and even if it wasn't an alcohol related crime. so, now, ever since i got put on probation, i am craving a drink. i think it is the whole thing where you get told you cant do something, so you want to do it even more.
so, i am trying to be good, and not drink at all, but, i still have an occasional beer with dinner. but yeah, back to my original question, was it bad that i actually considered spiking my morning drink?
see, here is the deal, i am on probation for some stupid crap that happened back last October, and when you are on probation, you aren't allowed to have alcohol, even if you are of the legal age, and even if it wasn't an alcohol related crime. so, now, ever since i got put on probation, i am craving a drink. i think it is the whole thing where you get told you cant do something, so you want to do it even more.
so, i am trying to be good, and not drink at all, but, i still have an occasional beer with dinner. but yeah, back to my original question, was it bad that i actually considered spiking my morning drink?